Wednesday, May 24, 2006

- tH3 uN+!tL3d -

a little update bout my life..

final exam is juz 2 weeks away..yet..lecturers are still giving us assignments..i juz don understand y do u all like to give us assignments during the most hectic time..when we were free before mid semester why didnt u all give us some...y dont u all juz equalize the workload throughout the whole sem? ok..nth to complain..becoz we are so used to the last-minute-spirit of yours..right? well..no big deal..i'll juz do it..for the sake of doing..since you all are giving us all these for the sake of giving..arent you? nvm..nvm..i know u all well..

what is playing in my mind..

okie..so..these days..life..ppl..things..anything..is just so unpredictable..or should i say..mysterious..
well..unpredictable life is predictable..so..that does no harm to me...
but..ppl..mysterious..hmm..yah..mysterious..when u tot u know them well..but they turn out to give u lots of question marks about themselves..

ok..ok..how m i going to say this?

to the one who i want you to know..
i want you to know that..
-i care, we care, n everyone cares for u
-i m, we are, n everyone is worried bout u
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..do u know whether wut u r doing right now is right?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..r u doing wut u r doing right now willingly?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..wut is the main priority to u now?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..r u still awake..just like u say u had?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..do feel that i m a busy body for bothering so much
-but somehow..i don understand..if what u do is nth wrong..y is there opposition by so many ppl?
-but somehow..it just seem to be not right? or is it juz my wrong perception?
-but somehow..our priorities seem to have differed from each others..

i wish to get all my doubts answered..but can u give me a clear answer? or do u hav the answer to urself?
may god bless u..may our worries n concern..can be transformed into a protection to shield over u...

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