- tH3 uN+!tL3d -

a little update bout my life..

final exam is juz 2 weeks away..yet..lecturers are still giving us assignments..i juz don understand y do u all like to give us assignments during the most hectic time..when we were free before mid semester why didnt u all give us some...y dont u all juz equalize the workload throughout the whole sem? ok..nth to complain..becoz we are so used to the last-minute-spirit of yours..right? well..no big deal..i'll juz do it..for the sake of doing..since you all are giving us all these for the sake of giving..arent you? nvm..nvm..i know u all well..

what is playing in my mind..

okie..so..these days..life..ppl..things..anything..is just so unpredictable..or should i say..mysterious..
well..unpredictable life is predictable..so..that does no harm to me...
but..ppl..mysterious..hmm..yah..mysterious..when u tot u know them well..but they turn out to give u lots of question marks about themselves..

ok..ok..how m i going to say this?

to the one who i want you to know..
i want you to know that..
-i care, we care, n everyone cares for u
-i m, we are, n everyone is worried bout u
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..do u know whether wut u r doing right now is right?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..r u doing wut u r doing right now willingly?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..wut is the main priority to u now?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..wonder..r u still awake..just like u say u had?
-sometimes..we..or maybe juz i..do feel that i m a busy body for bothering so much
-but somehow..i don understand..if what u do is nth wrong..y is there opposition by so many ppl?
-but somehow..it just seem to be not right? or is it juz my wrong perception?
-but somehow..our priorities seem to have differed from each others..

i wish to get all my doubts answered..but can u give me a clear answer? or do u hav the answer to urself?
may god bless u..may our worries n concern..can be transformed into a protection to shield over u...

~ tH3 pLe@$uRe oF L0v!nG ~

it was meant to be a good time resting n lazing around when exam is over n most of the classes are cancelled due to the preparatory class for entrance exam that involves all indon-bound students(who contribute to the majority of the students). yet, i never regret spending my time in sekolah khas klang helping. although staying in hostel allows me to pay back all the sleeping debt accumulated during exam week, it wont be meaningful afterall...n it will only make me lazier n lazier.. "working" in the special school was indeed tiring n exhausting, but it was satisfying.. we get nothing in return.. but the experience is truly a pleasure..

hmm..in today's society..the disabled are those who need the most help from ppl like us.. they need love n care..especially from normal ppl who are able to lend them a hand when they need it badly..some ppl have the concept that : i have better things to do than helping u coz i gain nth from u... aih..this is saddening..u can don help if u don want to but u cannot look down on them..u r hurting them.. they r also human..they are juz like us..they are also made of flesh n blood..they are juz our brothers..they are juz part of us.. im not asking everyone to be selfless..but..if we really want to help..help with our sincere heart but dont help for the sake of getting kudos.. n dont help them with the attitude that shows that they are so special..help them like u help ur brother or help ur fren...do respect them...

juz put urself in their shoes..wut if u r juz like them? have anyone ever thought of that.. n also..we never know..one day..they might turn out to be the one helping us with all their might..they do have their abilities.. do love them.. like u love ur siblings..everyone is a gift from god..no one is specially special... we are all the same..

well, spending 3 days in the school, we realised that..the kids may not be physically or mentally as normal as the school kids outside..but they are much more friendlier and kind-hearted..y is it so? answer unknown..but they are adorable.. many of them will keep calling us "kakak"! "kakak"! n start chatting with us...they are so cute...one boy even send us flying kisses..haha..im sure they like visitors.. and they show their love to anyone...since they can love everyone..so y cant we?

alright..what did we do in these 3 days? basically sketching n painting murals...more n more came to help over the days..n we hav got one wall completed..nothing special happened but we did enjoy ourselves...especially when it rained n we had to wait for it to stop... lazy to tell much here...let the pictures do their job...





















the boys enjoyed posing when we snapped their pics..
n there's this gal who invited me into her classroom (her teacher was inside!) n wanted to take picture..so sweet of her..
the children practising for their sports day..the boy was trying to sit on the balloon..but he was to small that the chair slided off..luckily his teacher managed to grab him..












haha..a small kitten likes liongy so much..keep going to him..n liongy keep backing off..n teck pei seems to sayang the meow meow so much...but i think the kitty still likes liongy more..haha..

thanks to jien yeen, sher, tas, yentsen for making the stencil..sorry n thanks to benita n jos coz the one u guys help to make cant be used..blame me for bad planning..sorry yo..
thanks to iggy,liongy,tas for spraying the oath on the wall..first 2 lines was spoiled by erin..kaka..
teck pei oi..help me hold the ladder lah..y posing with the umbrella..if i fall the paint will go on ur head u know..
boys n gals busy painting..thank u everyone..

















photo session after the hardwork..
n thanks to the entertainers..clownie n moo-moo (not in the pic)..
erin with the moo-moo's rabbit ears..

^ h@v i cHanGeD 0r h@v ! nOt ^

phew..exam is over..another month to go n i'll be out of this place..yoohoo..cant wait..

ok..anyway..i realised i juz don know myself lately..kinda hard for me to say that out..but i juz wish i can go to another new world..i no longer want to stay at the situation like this right now..